The thing about life is- it's complicated. Much more than we have ever imagined.

As kids, we live in that euphoria, that everything in the world can be changed, and for the good. However, as we grow old, we become even more stupid. Let me explain - We think that we do what's best for us, thus we forget about our so called dreams = we become miserable, however we try to cheer our selves by saying that it was the right way, the right thing to do, but, how the hell do we know, or even can be SURE that we chose the right way? Maybe we chose the way that leads to a dead end, have u ever thought about that? Why do we always do what's comfortable for us?
Bullshit.
We are always told that we should take chances. After all, that what life's about, isn't it?
So you find yourself, sitting alone, thinking. You reminisce, realize that you gave up your dreams cause it seemed too hard, impossible, stupid or what_so_ever. But you will never know, what could have happened, if you had only just chosen the second route. Maybe you'd be that big boss in some progressive company, or you'd be broke... who knows, but lets be optimistic.So after coming to that conclusion, you promise yourself, that you will do whatever pops up to your mind from now on, but will u stand up to your word? Lets hope so. Lets hope, that next time, u will find yourself, sitting, laughing and thinking how good it was, how happy u r for following your heart, for the first time.

Next time, you will find yourself by the river, with clouds reflecting in the clear cool water, the trees swaying in the wind, blue birds all over you. And you? couldn't be happier. Relaxed, glad, satisfied. Far away from what you were used to , something new for you.